I hate the fact that you used to be a part of my life. I hate the fact that we are not able to have a decent conversation without me making a scene.I hate the fact that you're closer to my twin, as if my existence is irrelevant. I hate the fact that you always appear in my mind at my weakest moment. I hate the fact that everything I try to achieve, will always be so I could make you proud. I hate the fact that I have not reached my goals and you're close to yours. I hate the fact that I can't even find myself, but you have found someone else even.
I hate that we're so far apart now.
I hate myself, most of all for not being able to handle the matters of the heart.