I'm sorry  

Posted by Shad


shud have never trusted u wit it in the 1st place...


hello.. not bout takin personally... u publisized it... when it isn even true...


no i hate u for dat part n wat u have caused due to wat u did da other day....


u need a bitch slap...

Sigh, acrimonious words that were used against me by a close friend. Her words stung like hell. Didn’t know blogging could hurt so bad, to both parties. Forgive me, please, for my post and for my poor choice of words, it was my mistake. I thought we were okay with it. It’s not that I’m full of myself or anything; I really thought it was a moment worth sharing. I'm really sorry.

My ignorance causes animosity time and time again, why, even my ex is still miserable cause' of what I made her go through, and I've lost her to the point of no return. I only have memories of her to keep me together, and even that is falling apart. I get insanely jealous at everyone she hangs out with and I kept hurting her in the process. News of the Monash ball really killed me. Bah, I could bloody murder that guy who asked her to be his date.

Now I've lost another friend who I confide my troubles to. I even lost her trust.

Two of the most important women in my life are now gone.

Call me a pessimist, but I really wish I could escape from this damn reality, cause' life just isn't worth all that trouble =(

Beeesss  

Posted by Shad

Previously, I posted some pictures of a bee hive at the back of my house. Well, the bees have been smoked cause’ my dad wanted to saw down the ridiculously thick branch that they were on. On a lighter note though, the bees have already started building their new sanctuary on an even higher branch. They must really love that tree la.

Dad said those bees are harmless but try not to aggravate the ones in Zoo Negara. They'll attack anyone within a hundred meters of their hive.

There’s like this weird emoticon like pattern on the hive, I think the bees are trying to tell me something.

Its so symmetrical!


Too bad I had to destroy such a fine piece of work. Honey anyone?


Private Post  

Posted by Shad

Catalysts of Fun - http://silentheehaws.blogspot.com/

Sorry guys, invited readers only =(

Random Rants  

Posted by Shad

Whoops, sorry for the late update. I’ve been pretty busy with my studies and assignments, especially when your teammates didn’t really do an exemplary job when you want them to. Maybe I expected too much out of them? Or maybe they don’t really give a damn about the marks. A wise friend of mine once told me, that you can’t be a good leader and a good friend at the same time. I literally understood what he meant when strangling my teammates and dousing their bodies with chemicals were the only options I had in mind. Put some back into it lah! I ended up doing the assignment, from scratch mind you, with another friend till morning. By then, she was already knocked out on her bed while I was still typing away with whatever ounce of strength I had left to conclude the research. One hell of a tiring day. Thanks, Regina for helping out =D

Bah accounting isn’t as easy as I thought. Well, the other subjects are fine, but accounting subject’s a killer. At least it’s a lot more doable than engineering subjects. I’m glad I don’t have to go through that hell again. I remember the times when I had no clue what was going on in the lecture halls. Engineering is something you shouldn’t try if you’re not really really passionate about it. Sorry engine students, I mean no disrespect cause respect is something that I truly have for you guys, for putting up a tough front and scoring for your major =D

panda: mmmmmph

Different majors are tough in their own ways, and accounting is another level of hell. I’ve been doing countless exercises just to see how far I actually understood the freakin concept. Sadly, I’m far from perfect =( Due to my love for animals and the excruciating stress, I drew up some animal cartoons during that short lapse of time when I could actually breathe for a goddamn moment. STRESSSSSS.

Sleepy giraffe

And of course, I’m waiting anxiously for dad to return back from work with his OTHER BABY PANGOLIN! It’s a lot bigger than the previous one, and quite fat. I love fat animals, haha. He brought it back last week but unfortunately, I had two exams during those two days so I didn’t really get the chance to play with it. But I did let it roam around outside! The scaly bugger actually dug up some spots to search for termites and got itself bitten by these huge angry black ants. Poor fella! Rubbin’ its nose and running/heaving away with its fat legs. FAT LAR YOU LOL.

The dolphin looks kinda gay..sigh..and the tapir's butt is just too out there.. i failed

Dad promised me a python last week so I’m guessing that’ll put an end to those fat rats scampering around my house. I just hope slithery-bugger wouldn’t have a knack for trying new things, since porcupines are after all rodents too. They do look like rats in a way, minus the quills.

Contrary to what Marina thinks, the penguin is actually singing.She thought it was having a bad stomach ache..my sketches that baddd mehhh

Which reminds me, my male porcupine is the next Kristen Johnson! He escaped from his cell TWICE in a row. It ravaged all of my mom’s plants and vegetables and peed all over the place. Sheesh, not to mention the fact that it’s quite intelligent too, for a freakin’ rodent. I tried trapping the fella in a cage and used a papaya as bait. It knew I wanted to close the cage on it so it quickly grabbed the papaya, reverse itself as violently and as sexily as possible, and ran off into the night. I almost got stabbed kayy.. SIGH I was outsmarted by my very own porcupine, bravo shad, bravo. Sexy-porc - 1, Shad - 0

Anyways, spot the rat! Click to enlarge ;)